sayang.forgive me. for the first time in my entire life and since i couple with you i saw you crying. i got a shocked yesterday. forgive me if i did wrong. but there's nothing that i do will hurts you. you just think it too much yesterday. i wont leave you.so do you. sorry sngat. we both cries together2 kan yesterday . and it brought me a smile for today. i love you robert john :(

I love you diaries, with love ; sya

Robert John Rodrigues.

im out of my word baby. now days i got fucked up feelings. dont ask me more about what happened to me. i dont even have the answer. just give me some times. by that i still need you by my side. help me darling , dont put me in the uncomfortable mood anymore. :(

I love you diaries, with love ; sya

Chicken curry nyum nyum

semalam i cooked chicken curry. mmg baik punye rase dia. the best ever. actually that was the first time i felt that my cooked is superbbb nice taste. =.=

                                                          kawan kawan, jemput tengok =)

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Sorry baby :(

sorry to you baby that i did a big of mistakes today. i wouldn't want to tell you. and im not gonna let you to know this. please forgive me.  :(

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sharul afandi =)

yesterday i met him. after 1 year plus we lost contacts. actually he's my ex boyfie. but i doesn't matter. we still friends. we had a loot of fun yesterday. XD sebenarnye robert john tak ade. he went to kuantan cz got some work to do. thats why i can sneak out with him . hehe. actually dah lame plan nak lepak sesama pg shisha. bcz we know each other from al-Malik, dia gila isap shisha tiap hari, so do i. thats how we know each other. 

let me introduce you. this is Caca. (yg tongkat muka n not wearing spect)

the story begins like this. at 4pm he came picked me up at my house. then we decided to go shisha at titiwangsa lake. there is one arab shop just opened beside the lake. ok actually nak kate romantic boleh jugak. dah smpai order minum, shisha flavor ape tak ingat. =.= i smoked 2-3 times lepas tu rase nak tumbang dah. stop kejap baru sambung balik. because i dah lame tak smoked since we lost contact. then, kawan Caca dtng. okay now i get use to it to call him caca. bcz thats what his friends called him. name kawan dia faiz lg sorg ape ntah lupa. dua-dua pon cute sngat. sorang sngat besar, sorang lagi sngat kecil. XD best sngat lepak. dngan angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa. they making jokes. haha. then they planned to go karoeke @ bintang gemilang. okay mmg malu sngat boleh kena pakse nyanyi pulak. layan kan jela. i sang two song ony.. hehe after that around 7 he sent me home. i really had a great time with you Caca =)

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with nanie :)

19-20 febuary 2011

okay, saturday night actually i decided to stay home and watch tv only. then i forgotten that nanie was in semenanjung ! i mean in KL. fyi i know nanie from ipoh which is our hometown, we know since form 2 and we alrady form 4. sount la how many years ? she is one of my best friends that i dont want to loose! but, each other followed ours families, she shifted to Sabah, and me in KL. ok then, that night she keep calling me like hell. whether  i coming to sleep over at the uncle house or not. haihh. yaa. we meet also is like 2-3 time a year, so she kinda misses me. hihi. and actually the next day she will return to sabah. there is nobody can send me to her uncle house in East Sentul that night even my mum, because she busy working. then she decided to pay for my taxi, so i can get to come there. because im out of cash ! hihi. okay, that night there is nobody in the house  gossiped-chitchat till i fell asleep.



the next day we woke up early in the morning. because their flights is on 5pm. so went to masjid jamek with LRT, bought some stuff , then have a few more hours before she go back. so we decided to go KLCC just to spend our free time together. then from klcc we split out, she went to sentul and i went to taman melati. haihhh. miss those moments. muahhh

I love you diaries, with love ; sya

okay, photoframes

okay, yg nie mmg hot stories la kan. fyi i just came back from cosway with mum. bla.bla.bla. kena make up jadi model. take pictures like a model. "konon" .hehe, potret je.with my mother. pictures? after one month baru i download okay. hihi. ok bye.

I love you diaries, with love ; sya