sayang.forgive me. for the first time in my entire life and since i couple with you i saw you crying. i got a shocked yesterday. forgive me if i did wrong. but there's nothing that i do will hurts you. you just think it too much yesterday. i wont leave you.so do you. sorry sngat. we both cries together2 kan yesterday . and it brought me a smile for today. i love you robert john :(

I love you diaries, with love ; sya

Robert John Rodrigues.

im out of my word baby. now days i got fucked up feelings. dont ask me more about what happened to me. i dont even have the answer. just give me some times. by that i still need you by my side. help me darling , dont put me in the uncomfortable mood anymore. :(

I love you diaries, with love ; sya

Chicken curry nyum nyum

semalam i cooked chicken curry. mmg baik punye rase dia. the best ever. actually that was the first time i felt that my cooked is superbbb nice taste. =.=

                                                          kawan kawan, jemput tengok =)

I love you diaries, with love ; sya

Sorry baby :(

sorry to you baby that i did a big of mistakes today. i wouldn't want to tell you. and im not gonna let you to know this. please forgive me.  :(

I love you diaries, with love ; sya

sharul afandi =)

yesterday i met him. after 1 year plus we lost contacts. actually he's my ex boyfie. but i doesn't matter. we still friends. we had a loot of fun yesterday. XD sebenarnye robert john tak ade. he went to kuantan cz got some work to do. thats why i can sneak out with him . hehe. actually dah lame plan nak lepak sesama pg shisha. bcz we know each other from al-Malik, dia gila isap shisha tiap hari, so do i. thats how we know each other. 

let me introduce you. this is Caca. (yg tongkat muka n not wearing spect)

the story begins like this. at 4pm he came picked me up at my house. then we decided to go shisha at titiwangsa lake. there is one arab shop just opened beside the lake. ok actually nak kate romantic boleh jugak. dah smpai order minum, shisha flavor ape tak ingat. =.= i smoked 2-3 times lepas tu rase nak tumbang dah. stop kejap baru sambung balik. because i dah lame tak smoked since we lost contact. then, kawan Caca dtng. okay now i get use to it to call him caca. bcz thats what his friends called him. name kawan dia faiz lg sorg ape ntah lupa. dua-dua pon cute sngat. sorang sngat besar, sorang lagi sngat kecil. XD best sngat lepak. dngan angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa. they making jokes. haha. then they planned to go karoeke @ bintang gemilang. okay mmg malu sngat boleh kena pakse nyanyi pulak. layan kan jela. i sang two song ony.. hehe after that around 7 he sent me home. i really had a great time with you Caca =)

I love you diaries, with love ; sya